March 2012
Tomorrow is going to be a very hard day for me.
I have not self injured in… a very long time. I feel the urge, don’t get me wrong. Some days more so than others. But I have not self injured in a long time.
However I always find it harder to do when people are drawing attention to it. I don’t know. It’s going to be a long day.
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Jace: It's a lovely day to be a wanted criminal.
Me: What?
Jace: I just watched the hostile take over of a two star diner.
Me: Wow, really?
Jace: Well, that may be stretching it a bit. One and a half star.
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So do you remember me saying that I didn't think...
She just called me, because his birthday is coming up, and we were discussing party plans and she was talking about Jace being there and maybe even Dustin and she said ‘And I guess you’ll be there’ and I’m just like… no… I won’t be able to make it to my boyfriend’s birthday. I’m busy that day. I have shows I need to watch.
It was the most...
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February 2012
I keep trying to turn up my music on my laptop and...
I think I need to go to sleep soon.
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I'm still not sure if Loop's mom likes me or not.
His dad loves me, which is… strange. Long story, but it’s really strange and weird and odd.
His mom, however, is very difficult to read. She loves her son and she tolerates me because I’m in her son’s life, but I don’t think she likes me.
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You’re so young and impulse driven...
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Ugh. One's the VP and the other is assigned his...
It’s so deliciously cheesy and I’m a sucker for protection stories. I wish it was longer. But I’ll take what I can get.
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So I'm really upset and need to vent and hey, it's...
Trigger warning: Talk of rape, stupid people, and intense verbosity on my part.
I was at the store a few days ago and was talking to the person in line behind me because the line was huge and we were all kind of bored and she was looking at a magazine so we were shooting the shit about the actors on the page.
It wasn’t awkward, just two people killing time. No big deal.
Well she says, in...
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“Rape culture is a culture in which people who have survived a violent crime are...”
– (i wish i could put this on a business card and hand it out to people who make rape jokes. the flip side would say FUCK YOU.)
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Dinner and more Criminal Minds and hopefully...
Hopefully.
I have a huge headache and I've been applying for...
Watching Criminal Minds instead. And maybe making lunch, since I haven’t eaten yet. My dad will be home in a few hours. I need to do something productive. Fuck.
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Cross off the things you’ve done.
Graduated high school.
Kissed someone.
Collected something really stupid.
Smoked a cigarette.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
...
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He made it here in ten minutes.
Goodnight Tumblr. Time for some serious cuddling and sleep.
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I absolutely love my boyfriend.
Loop: Are you going to sleep?
Me: Yes, sorry, I'm tired.
Loop: I was just going to say, if you can stay up for twenty more minutes, I can be at your house and prepared to cuddle.
Me: Okay. But hurry!
Loop: If I'm not there in exactly 20 minutes, you can start without me.
Me: If I had a dollar every time I heard that.
Loop: Shut up. I love you. Be there in 19 minutes.
Me: Counting. Love you.
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Another episode of Criminal Minds or sleep...
Ugh.
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Guess there goes sobriety.
Jace: I spent the last three hours holding some drunk guy's dinner.
Me: Why were you holding some drunk guy's dinner?
Jace: Because I am some drunk guy.
Me: You don't sound drunk.
Jace: I'm working on it.
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It... annoys me when people say you can only have...
Maybe that’s true for you, but it’s not true for everyone. I have three. There are three people in my life that I consider my best friends. I’ve known them for different amounts of time but they are exactly the same to me.
Karen, Dustin, and Jace. I’ve known Karen since I was a toddler. I’ve known Dustin since I was eight. I’ve known Jace since I was almost...
“How did this guy get to Hollywood? He’s ugly and he can’t act. He...”
– My father.
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I'm finally in the same place with my Mardi Gras...
I’m a happy JM.
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thebastardmiller replied to your post: thebastardmiller replied to your chat: Jace: What…
oh suck my dick.
Two things.
One. If your dick was ever near my mouth, I’d be tempted to bite it.
Two. I wouldn’t even bite it because I don’t know where it’s been. Well. Rephrase that. I know exactly where it has been.
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thebastardmiller replied to your chat: Jace: What is this guy’s accent? Me: Aren’t you…
if all these bags of beads were bags of douche, youd be all the bags of douche.
I just saw this.
No. You are not allowed to quote my brother to me. And also, you weren’t even at Mardi Gras, you fucking prick, so you definitely can’t quote a Mardi Gras Tony quote.
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Jace: What is this guy's accent?
Me: Aren't you a savant for accents?
Jace: Shut up, I can't figure it out. Hush. Wait.
Me: *hums Jeopardy theme*
Jace: That's not an accent, is it? This is a robotic voice?
Me: Yup.
Jace: You're a cunt.
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blandersonwarbler asked: look, you need to get one of these cakes because HOLY FUCK nobody can be sad while eating one of these
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“I’m better. But this can’t be okay. If this is okay, then I’d like to be something else.”
So I just spent an exorbitant amount of time...
Because obviously I haven’t cried enough today. So I sniffled (read as: sobbed) my way through it to get to the last chapter and have my heart stitched back together.
Oh. My. God. Everything hurts you have no idea. There was serious ugly crying going on over here for about 70,000 words. I really wish I was exaggerating. It was bad.
But all is better and everyone is happy and it’s...
The puppies came over to where I was standing and...
They are so cute, ohmygoodness. I’m going to be heartbroken when I have to give them up.
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Crying with a cold is just asking for trouble.
My eyes are swollen, I have snot pouring out of my nose, my throat feels clogged with it. I’m a hot mess.
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rnstudentandagleek replied to your post: So today has basically been the biggest clusterfuck to ever be clusterfucked.
WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WORTHY OF FEELING-EATING IN THIS APARTMENT!
I’m half tempted to walk up to the gas station and blow my money on sugary goodness but that involves moving and is kind of against my moping agenda.
So today has basically been the biggest...
I don’t know what in the world is going on and really I just want to sleep buuuuut that’s not going to happen so instead I’m going to eat my feelings.
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To all of my single friends out there... STAY...
I swear. Relationships are not worth it. Take it from me.
If I didn’t love Loop, I’d be single right now.
That being said, I’m getting off of here and going to go read. I’m so pissed off I can barely function.
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rnstudentandagleek replied to your photo: So. Engagement ring. Isn’t it pretty? Not mine….
JM I THOUGHT THAT WAS YOURS AND I ALMOST SCREAMED WITH JOY
Oh lord no. Loop and I aren’t close to engagement, lord no. Especially with the shitty turn our relationship has taken recently.